One fine morning Krishna went to school wearing new dress and carries a box of sweets. He shared it with everyone.
Teacher Akalya called him up and said this weekend we have a school Annual day. Since you are the best student of the year I wish it’s better to bring your mother along to receive the award.
Krishna replied teacher my mother may be busy so I will try to inform her about the event he said.
But teacher and his mother know each other before so the teacher called her directly and update her.
When Krishna came home he hasn’t said anything to her. Mean while Krishna’s mother made some pakodas for Krishna and gave it to him.
The mother made a call to the teacher and said that Krishna didn’t say anything about the event. He started to cry to the teacher, saying he may be not loving her or like her to introduce the world how bad are my looks.
Teacher Akalya asked her Mom what happened to your face why become like this. Mother said my little Krishna was 3years old boy when we were staying in a smaller house near a colony where we had lot of poor people staying in huts. Often it was gutted and the fire rose quickly, where I and my son were sleeping at that time and his father was in night shift that day.
As I heard the screaming sound of other people I wake up and go out to help other houses never realise that my house is going to be on fire. Little Krishna was asleep don’t even know what had happened. When I saved the other families then I turned back see my house started to fire. I ran into the house and grab my lovely son on time if not I cannot imagine what might have happened. Thank god I wrap him in a wet towel and rolled him to the door step and my neighbours help him to carry him to the safe place.
But I am struck in middle of the fire. I was helpless on that few hours until the fire engine reached the site.
"Thank god I am survived I always worry for my son without me how he can live and who will take care of him. But today I felt he never liked me and I don’t see the purpose in living! "mother said to teacher. Mother Amudha never realised that her son was hearing whatever she spoke to the teacher. Krishna runs all-out to hug her mother. Mom please forgive me I always thought you are ugly as your body have more burn marks but I didn’t know that to save me and make me live you struck into the fire and your skin spoiled.
Today I understood that mother’s love is god’s love. God cannot be present in all the places so he nominates his representatives to take direct care they are our mothers.
When I first listened to this story I cried and started loving my mom more and more always have this question when I am young why my mom is not as beautiful as other moms? But as I am got matured I realised that she is the most beautiful women in the world. She had the purest soul, love and heart.
She is our Angle of love and she gave us everything on return she asked nothing other than love...love...love.
She is my first love.
What made my mother so special?
Her singing always touches my emotion cords.
“malarnthu malaratha”
“Athi kaai kaai kaai...Aalam kai vennilave”
“Ettadukku maalikaiyil yartrivaitha enkannavan”
Sivaji and savithri Amma lived in a portray in Paasa malar, My mom and thaai Mama had a great affection whenever she sing the song from that movie she 101% end up crying ...that’s a lot of love for her brother.
My Mama was very lucky to have a sister of this stature.
Even after so many decades she still remember even me too that whenever mama comes to Kancheepuram to visit Amma they speak in KAKA bashai, so that rest don’t understand the meaning (Father is a genius you see he can decode all basha...he is our families big Basha).Whenever we talk about this we could able to see a naughty smile in her face like a small little girl from Padudhlam just playing with her brothers.
My mother lost her mother when she was not even 6years old, her father run his whole life behind the lawyers and courts. Her two brothers and Sister brought her up that is the reason she loved them the most even today.
The life of my mother and her siblings would have been a different ball game now if both their parents stay alive till they have settled.....that’s life God has his own calculations for every situation.
She always says that she used to play like a boy with her brothers and friends. But as a kid mama always keep Amma on his hip and do the play also. Periamama got married ,Periamma got married then comes a time she just took charge of the home and accounts and run the family.
There comes my Hero Appa with dazzling moustache (see that today also so macho) to visit Thatha and ask for the girl. Amma is hidden behind the rice hopper, had a fear of that strong man with strong vocal.
Appa agreed to married and Amma still reluctant, finally mama convence her that they will take care of the chaos at home. Then she decided to marry Appa.
Love Love Love
This is not year 2000 that is 1967 ...love was different from what you all see now...Amma don’t want to see eye to eye Appa at any cost , She always in the kitchen or in the back yard doing her routine or non routine. See Appa only in dark when darkness thinned down that is the time Amma gave birth to a twin boy babies, two beautiful prince I call them as Lava and Kusa (since we got no opportunity to name them).On those days its gods will to make or break...
Lava Kusa left us without trace but created a larger than life size wound in Amma’s heart...she keep losing loved once which she cannot able to compromise with god...End up crying everyday...As the time passed by life have a new lesson and a new bud in this beautiful plant ...Amma gave birth to Raniakka , then she started to be happy and at times sad as people called my akka skin tone is dark...Who cares she is a one strong girl I ever seen.
mAmma continued to work hard in this environment and Sumathy akka was born during this time she faced lot of hardship. When they looking for the next generation heir for this great family Gopi anna came into existence, anna was like an angel with rose petal all over ...with a divine features....But anna gave us this opportunity to name him for never stayed longer with us...god took him back for some correction...
Amma didn’t understand all this divinity and gods play. Even after few years I had born in place of Lava, Siva born in place of Kusa and Jayan in place of Gopi....
Amma we will be yours after all name can change but our soul revolve around each other.
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